37 tomorrow
Another year passes by
The pain doesn’t get easier
In fact it intensifies
My dogs give me love
Lick my hand
Jump into my arms
Hubby bought me beautiful roses
I am so grateful for what I have
But sometimes I get tired of positive thinking
All my life I’ve been good
Trying
trying
waiting
waiting
I just feel sad
And old
it’s been five years of trying
And wonder if I will ever get my baby
Or if each year will continue to pass like this
childless
(((HUGS)))
Happy birthday hun–I totally get what you’re feeling. Hugs to you.
Happy birthday Heather! Milestones like birthdays are hard aren’t they? Be gentle with yourself; you’re not a year older, just one day older than yesterday. 😉
Really looking forward to playing your interview tomorrow at the FFTS!
Sarah x
Thanks, ladies. 🙂 At least I have your very kind words. Actually am feeling a lot better – went shopping yesterday! Retail therapy, people! Got a nice wallet and beautiful blouse.
Happy (belated) Birthday, hope you had a good day.
Nice to hear you speak at the Fertility Telesummit yesterday, you been through a lot and five years is a long time. Hugs.
thanks!Glad you listened!!
A belated happy birthday. I hope that this year will be your turn!
I hope so too!!
Ja, can’t many of us relate to your poem. I certainly do. The funny part is I pine more on my hubby’s birthday because it means I’m not far behind him and I still haven’t had my baby!